Everything is changing.
My son, my job, my living situation, my outlook, my attitude, and my financial situation.
All of this change is kind of scary but, it is really exciting too. The life I have built here has traveled its course and I am ok with it. With my divorce and this learning to live on my own has caused me to watch the world change without changing myself.
I have felt stuck in an a movie where everyone tells me I am supposed to feel different and everything is going to get better but nothing changes for me but the situations.
It has gotten better in some ways, but not in others. Time to shake things up!
I am doing well in one aspect of my life. My son and I are moving in the right direction. He is more verbal and articulate, he is happy, he is catching up to other children his age scholastically, and our relationship is so great. I am truly fortunate to have such a sweet and caring son.
I am also excited to try something new professionally. I really do love the guys I worked with like my brothers and I will miss them.
However, I am excited for new experiences, ideas, and a new atmosphere. I have found that sometimes there is too much history. It keeps people from evolving or being able to evolve because of past events. This eventually makes it so no matter how you act or react it is perceived with a slant of how it would have been handled in the past. We live and we learn, hopefully.
I am so ready for this change! It is going to be an awesome ride!
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